如果没有来生

如果没有来生，生活无需任何约束。
如果没有来生，生命不存任何希望。

如果没有来生，为人不必任何正义。
如果没有来生，为钱不忌任何手段。

如果没有来生，做人待事唯有利益。
如果没有来生，作奸犯科唯有钱财。

如果没有来生，拿云握雾唯有诡诈。
如果没有来生，拿刀动杖唯有暴力。

编按：
如果没有来生，此刻不会些许内疚，我就不会如此生活。。。
如果没有来生，此刻只管吃喝快乐，我就尽情享受今生。。。

神你我之时间与金钱

神你我

神你我之时间与金钱

Road Trip Inspiration

Recently i drove alone to Sri Aman and then Betong... again...
My job requires travelling occasionally and i take it as a chance to refresh myself.

i have always been an impatient driver.
i will speed up my 4WD whenever possible and get rid of all those "turtles" that blocked my way.
It feels good to overtake the vehicles as if i am better than them.
But... Is that necessary? Regardless of how dangerous it gets?

The fact is... i also get scared sometimes...
i am rushy kind of person.
i always wanted to get myself a clear view of the road.
To achieve that... i have endangered myself several times by dangerous driving.
It did save me some times for being "fast and furious" but i have lost more...

--i didn't get to appreciate the beautiful scenery looks along the way. *Beauty comes in unexpected places*

--i failed to notice the tiny little changes or the development took place. *Devil is in the details. Be conscious!*

--i didn't get to enjoy the driving. *Remember! Live in the moment! Why rush? Drive at your leisure and no stress*

--i suffered heavier fuel consumption. *Cut your speed, cut your petrol bill*

Some drivers chose to speed up regardless of road conditions or any other factors. They are identical to nouveau riche who are not spending their money wisely. Know your limits and slow down! Learn to control. *With great power comes great responsibility*

Do Not Rush! Be Patient! Follow your own timing but not lead by others. You will get there in no time! *The Fruit of Patience*

The Picture shows that i managed to reach Fuel Economy 13.1KM/L :P

PERHAPS, A TRIP TO REMEMBER...

父亲

人有生老病死。

但，我却下意思的认为它不会临到我身边的人。

人有阴晴圆缺。

但，我却总不能体谅亲近之人的脾气与心情。

人生不总是蓝天白云。

但，我却还不能坦然面对狂风暴雨或炎日曝晒。

当事情发生时，我们总是悔恨当初。

当风平浪静时，却做不到居安思危。

上两个星期，我父亲因为肾结石，进而导致尿管发炎，甚至全身发冷发热，酷似骨痛热症。

他坚强的形象刹那变得软弱无比。

他那因疼痛而发出的唉哼声让我觉得他从前教导的男儿有泪不轻弹的道理不攻自破。

有那么一段时间，我觉得自己甚至轻视他。

不过，身为大儿子，我还是最终义不容辞，送他入院观察，轮流陪伴他左右。

在医院将近一个星期后，父亲做了个小手术，解决了尿管发炎的罪魁祸首，也在几天后康复出院。

那时候，我才感叹，人类真的好软弱啊～

任你以前是个叱咤风云的大人物，还是平淡无奇的小人家，始终不能躲过人世间的生老病死。我本该早就明白这个道理，身为基督徒，这一切，圣经都已经清楚表明，不过还是选择忽视。

我不是个乖顺孝子，时常与家人争辩，面红耳赤是常有的事。

不过，我感恩，因为最终大家或心里或嘴上都会疼惜彼此。

（不知是我错觉与否，我反而觉得，完全不争辩或吵架，却选择沉默，让我觉得冷漠可怕，有距离感。）

我的父母真的很疼爱我和其它弟弟，就在刚才，我父亲还主动帮我按摩黑青的伤口呢。

我很庆幸，当初神让我留在古晋，也庆幸，因为女友和个人选择，我后来也没有选择去外国工作。不过，我希望神继续引领我前面的路，以至我能够在生活的各个层面做出平衡的考量和决定。

千万别等到......
“树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在”

过去的几个月

Take the moment and make it perfect. 

说易行难啊～

回想过去，很多时候，当时候并不觉得有任何改善，但是回头一看，态度真的改变了人生。

重拾打球跑步的习惯。鞋坏了！该换了！

减少宵夜，不过还是享受和友人一起去吃马来店的“炸香蕉”。

教会联合主办的“一家亲”生活营。在海边＝）

去参加表哥的婚礼！

XEE三福训练！

郊外伊班教会的少儿主日学里的一个少年人。很享受和他们一起的时光！

我父亲特地买给我庆生！

^_^

端午节到了。有帮手那么一会儿:p

Lubok Antu 考察时候遇到的小孩，缠着我陪他打羽球 :)
后面是还有一位可爱的小女孩！

顺路看看 Batang Air 的 Long House Resort.

突击自拍！
其实我不好这口的。久久一次吧！

人生哪，既来之，则安之，不可好高骛远，也不可以无进取心。

好好的过每一天，脚踏实地，一步一脚印地去追求人生的梦！

P/S: 我学会了放下和珍惜，很快地，我将能够完全地义无反顾地告诉妳了 :)

Double-minded 三心两意

Doublminded - dipsuchos is an odd word. 

It means “two souls” (two psyches). 

Synonym is diakrinesthai. 

That “doubt” is not about intellectual decision or reflection. 

It is about failure to act! 

The root of this word is about a turning point where action is required. 

It is like coming to a fork in the road and hesitating, not because you don’t know which way to go but because you are tempted to take the other path even when you know it will lead away from your goal.

The kind of doubt is the refusal to act on the basis of God’s word. 

God reveals His pathway, but I hesitate. I say to myself, 

“Does God speak the truth?

 How do I know I can trust Him?

 Does He really care for me?” 

That is dipsuchos. 

It leads immediately to failure to step forward on God’s character. 

And, it is sin!

(quoted)

The Story of Servant

"i hired you with a thousand dollars. And you helped the company to earn a thousand dollars. Is that correct?", asked the CEO.
The staff replied, "Yes, Sir. That's correct."
"You bastard! Why should i hire you with a thousand dollars when you only able to earn a thousand dollars for the company? Fuck off!"

P/S: Think about that. That's true. This conversation reminded me of "The Story of Three Servants" in the Book of Matthew(Chapter 25 Verse14-30). 

Perfect Moment

Don't wait for the Perfect Moment.

Take the Moment and make it Perfect.

-unknown

Struggle

I know what i want when i draw a picture.

I know how to reach my goal when i have the picture.

You just have to sort it out :)

That's how i plan my expenses