如果没有来生

如果没有来生，生活无需任何约束。
如果没有来生，生命不存任何希望。

如果没有来生，为人不必任何正义。
如果没有来生，为钱不忌任何手段。

如果没有来生，做人待事唯有利益。
如果没有来生，作奸犯科唯有钱财。

如果没有来生，拿云握雾唯有诡诈。
如果没有来生，拿刀动杖唯有暴力。

编按：
如果没有来生，此刻不会些许内疚，我就不会如此生活。。。
如果没有来生，此刻只管吃喝快乐，我就尽情享受今生。。。

Road Trip Inspiration

Recently i drove alone to Sri Aman and then Betong... again...
My job requires travelling occasionally and i take it as a chance to refresh myself.

i have always been an impatient driver.
i will speed up my 4WD whenever possible and get rid of all those "turtles" that blocked my way.
It feels good to overtake the vehicles as if i am better than them.
But... Is that necessary? Regardless of how dangerous it gets?

The fact is... i also get scared sometimes...
i am rushy kind of person.
i always wanted to get myself a clear view of the road.
To achieve that... i have endangered myself several times by dangerous driving.
It did save me some times for being "fast and furious" but i have lost more...

--i didn't get to appreciate the beautiful scenery looks along the way. *Beauty comes in unexpected places*

--i failed to notice the tiny little changes or the development took place. *Devil is in the details. Be conscious!*

--i didn't get to enjoy the driving. *Remember! Live in the moment! Why rush? Drive at your leisure and no stress*

--i suffered heavier fuel consumption. *Cut your speed, cut your petrol bill*

Some drivers chose to speed up regardless of road conditions or any other factors. They are identical to nouveau riche who are not spending their money wisely. Know your limits and slow down! Learn to control. *With great power comes great responsibility*

Do Not Rush! Be Patient! Follow your own timing but not lead by others. You will get there in no time! *The Fruit of Patience*

The Picture shows that i managed to reach Fuel Economy 13.1KM/L :P

PERHAPS, A TRIP TO REMEMBER...

Replacement Lunch for Wedding Dinner

A "Japanese-look" Good Friend i know from Workplace
He knows what he doing. He keeps learning and improving. I like the spirit we have when we work together.
He Gonna Get Married Soon!

My Lunch "Bento" :P

His Lunch "Japanese Curry Rice"

Just a cup of tea. Took the pic while we talk about "Photography"

P/S: A post to remember. Wish Avis and Caoris Live Happily Ever After! :)

The Story of Servant

"i hired you with a thousand dollars. And you helped the company to earn a thousand dollars. Is that correct?", asked the CEO.
The staff replied, "Yes, Sir. That's correct."
"You bastard! Why should i hire you with a thousand dollars when you only able to earn a thousand dollars for the company? Fuck off!"

P/S: Think about that. That's true. This conversation reminded me of "The Story of Three Servants" in the Book of Matthew(Chapter 25 Verse14-30). 

祂必兴旺，我必衰微！

今天，我能赚钱，有健康，有学问，皆是神的赐予，为着他的国度。

”祂必兴旺，我必衰微！”

提醒自己，永远不可以离开我一切的源头。
只要是神的国度，就不可不去，不然，一切都是虚空，祂可以给予，也可以收取。

“焉知你得了王后的位分，不是为现今的机会吗？”


努力为神赚钱，奉献。

努力为神学习，侍奉。

努力为神运动，照顾圣灵的殿，继续服侍神的国度，荣神益人。

怡保后的成长

今夜因为要支援医院系统, 所以到现在还没有睡.
回想之前种种, 有种不胜感慨的感觉.

我很感恩, 因为神一路保守教导应许.
来到怡保, 上帝都在带领.
祂鞭策我, 使我看到自己的骄傲, 自卑, 疏忽, 懦弱, 小信, 倔强, 语无伦次和冲动.
有些时候, 急于回答, 急于求成...
有些时候, 立场不坚, 三心二意...
有些时候, 不甘示弱, 自私自利...
结果就是, 看不见神的恩典和缺乏信心.

房间的角落里存放着我最珍贵的圣经, 吉它和手提电脑包.

这些日子, 我开始学习...
袒露自己的软弱... 不因为自己的疤痕而不敢坦诚面对人.
寻求别人的帮助... 不因自己的虚荣而闭口不言自己承担.
求取学问要坚持... 不因痛苦或没有进步便无心继续努力.


虽然很多时候, 仍然会傻傻地想起某些事某些人, 痛.. 不过, 愿神指教我成长向前.
不是不再爱, 而是正确地爱, 爱得没有强迫, 爱得没有惧怕.
我知道上帝是个忌邪的神, 祂不要我们爱人多过于爱神.
神会赐福我的生活,家人,恋爱,工作.
祂只是要我学习正确的生活节奏, 成为一个能带领伴侣一同荣耀祂的人.

我的愿望是...
神您教导我如何去爱.
神您医治我身上的疤痕和热疹.
神您带领我的每一个脚踪, 赐福给我及身边的人.

人生起伏不定

微笑... 因为它能愉快人心.

 早上解决了医院的系统性能问题后, 前脚兴高采烈地踏出大门, 电话却响起, 下一步就是往回走, 因为有更严重的问题发生... 这份工作, 那些刹那间地大起大落, 提高了我的心理素质, 也让我变得更稳重, 所以我笑了一下, 就赶往下一个问题的所在地了.

 傍晚时分, 刚想起身回家, 同事又给了我一个难题需要我找出问题所在... 间中有好些不好受的情节就不写了... 而当我尝试了许久, 参考, 明了某些部分时, 公司却已经空无一人(除了我)... 时间已是晚上10点半左右了... 今天的计划又毁了... 嘴角翘起, 笑了, 然后对自己说: 该回了 :)

回家前, 去一家家庭式咖啡店吃晚餐, 看到当初那年幼的小孩已经变成俊俏少年了... 心里欣慰, 笑了.

回家时, 看到守卫可爱的笑容, 又笑了 :-)

人生有好多让我们悲伤的事情比如说"感情生活和工作压力", 但是笑一笑, 正面地面对它, 却是我们可以选择的 :-)

p.s. 希望我在意的人们都能够喜乐地面对每一天!